Sunday, November 9, 2014

Interstellar - A letter to my future self



To my future self,

How’re you feeling now, my little ghost? On 8th Nov 2014, you’d watched Interstellar, the latest baby of Nolan brothers. It’s one of the memorable day in your life. You can very well ask,

‘Did you understand each and every aspect of the film?’ No.

‘Do you give a righteous fuck and have the IQ to dissect and explain the scientific accuracy in the film?’ No, you idiot, you flunked in the high school physics test that involved escape velocity and Kip Thorne’s theories, you remember.

Since its first trailer release, you’ve waited a year for this day and went through random wiki pages and blogs on time dilation, light years, wormhole, singularity, theory of relativity, five dimensional space, black hole, quantum physics and even attempted reading Stephen Hawking’s ‘A Brief History of Time’ etc... And ended up confused like the time when you failed to understand Binary to Hexadecimal conversion in 7th grade computer class or when your 9th grade math teacher, that arrogant bastard, explained cos^2 θ + sin^2 θ = 1. You felt that there is no point in even trying to understand all these concepts in one read. So, you went and watched/ re watched your favorite sci-fi and time travel films like films like 2001: A Space Odyssey, Contact, Solaris, Gravity, Moon, Blade Runner, Sunshine, Inception, 12 Monkeys, Time crimes, Back to the future, Dark City, Another Earth etc...You even watched that 3 hour long ‘The Right stuff’ that Nolan had mentioned as one of his biggest inspiration for making this film. You did all this for no reason but for the profound love of films, especially the Nolan ones.  Remember how you were feeling so happy and proud while watching and grasping even the tiniest bit from Nolan’s earlier films.

During the movie’s release, you have thought about it quite often, even in your dreams. You heard it OST underwater, during your melancholic long swims. You geared up for the weekend with a few buddies, entered the theatre and found your favorite S.P.O.T. in the dark screen, yes, that same old middle row middle seat of yours. You’d always felt a movie experience so complete, while you sat there and watched a film without hearing any lewd comments, mobile flashes and the never ending cries of small babies. Those little rowdies, where do their parents get the faintest idea of bringing them to theatres? Morons.

The frame opened, there was a flash of light in your eyes. It prevailed and remained undisturbed for the entire runtime, except when it’s clouded with the occasional tears. The earth and dusty apocalypse scenes scared you. You felt that it’s not that far, while the images of Beijing Air pollution scenes flashed in your mind. There were even some scenes where people talk about their life and holocaust, like the interviews from the 8 hour epic Shoah, which you were procrastinating to watch it in a stretch, for ages, you lazy idiot.

The space scenes not just took your breath away but left you dumbfounded. Like the Alfonso Cuaron fellow from ‘Gravity’, our Nolan didn’t just showed the vast space from the top angle or aerial shots. Can I call it aerial shot when it’s shot altogether in space? What about Supreme aerial or aura shots? Something similar to the god-camera that Terrence Mallick uses? You see, Nolan could’ve very well blow you away by showing the vast space, all the time, but he rather treated his IMAX and the regular camera like a GoPro camera and captured the haunting emptiness with tight, intense, close-up shots. When the crew in film left earth and reaches space, looks at how lone the earth is and starts hearing the sounds of nature in space, you related it to how everyone wants to explore life outside their comfort zone, reach a point, feel lonely and try hard to remember and admire their own roots. How ironic, no?

People are drawing comparisons and conclusions to do their best at showing off their IQ and knowledge. They’re stereotyping the father-daughter relationship from Contact and the limbo, aging, locked up state from Inception and 2001: A Space Odyssey. Even they are drawing references from Nolan’s earlier films on how the Spacecraft looked like a Batmobile, the spherical cooper station, like the ones from Inception universe. Well, Nolan has prepared himself and his audience all these years for this one film. Inception, The Prestige, Memento and other films of his now looks like a decade long foreplay for Interstellar. He has even said it in an interview on how close the film is to him. Most of them are giving loads of reasons to hate the film and they fail to harbor the beauty of it. The same approach to life and existence, no? We worry, suffer, complain and quarrel loads and miserably fail to understand life, its reality and that it’s a gigantic puzzle which we can never fit all of its parts cohesively at any given instance of time. You seriously felt bad when someone debated about this movie by consuming so little inside and try to learn/ know more to hate it better. Oh, you poor humans.  

You always tried and understood art in your own personal way, my ghost. To you, the perception and conclusion on an art or science or technology is an ever changing phenomenon, but the only advantage of art is, today, one will enjoy it in one view, tomorrow an another one altogether. You might love it or even hate it more in any given day, but still, it will definitely stay closer to you in a more personal way than the ever debated science, with its never ending accuracy or anomaly. Art can never be quantified or equated. Oh dear, to you, science is always like this ‘hot girlfriend’ material that always fights, quarrels and tries hard to fool itself and advance its presence, but art, on the other hand, is like a ‘wife material’, the  last oasis resort to your soul and well-being. This Nolan here has pushed his bounds and limits, did his best and converted his ‘GF material to wife material’. It’s such a beautiful marriage, you see. How could one not see this, but picture the 'art and science' marriage like Mal and Cobb’s marriage from Inception?  

Now you’ll go back and try reading all the blogs and dissection posts that will be up online by geeks, nerds and also assholes. Don’t worry, read it. Unlike many, you are not going to dislike this movie ever in your life. You need to understand more and love it loads. Each and every time, you are going to cherish watching it and think about how it moved you, shocked you, jolted your emotions, left you with a heavy heart and made you cry in many moments, especially the final 20 minutes. Holy!

Do you still feel lost, after finding and reading this? Don’t be. You’ve loads of moments engraved in your mind that you can think and feel lively all over again.  As a fellow Twitterati says ‘If you didn't enjoy Interstellar, the loss is entirely yours. We are lucky that way’. We truly are, my adorable ghost. I don’t know if there could be a next time, but until then, adios.

P.S. Don’t ever knock the window glass ever again. It scares the shit outta me, you dumbfuck.  

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